I Am So Much More Than Enough

11659391_10206554834805373_3697776803245896396_nOn July 20th I turned 50.  Believe it or not I have waited in anticipation for this day for the past year.  I awoke my birthday morning and I knew everything had changed.  I am not sure I can even explain how and I certainly don’t know why this change came to be.  I just suddenly knew that I had arrived!  I knew that I no longer had to live my life for anyone other than myself.  Its as if a switch was flipped on and I could finally. . . be.

I now have permission to:

  • live the life I envision
  • relax
  • not concern myself with what other people think of me
  • nap . . . often and without guilt
  • appreciate my curves
  • say no
  • make mistakes
  • play
  • laugh
  • dance

You see, I have always put pressure on myself.  I have never felt I was doing enough, being enough, healed enough, spiritual enough, fit enough, etc.  You name it and I wasn’t enough.  The last few days my “not enough” voice has disappeared.  In her place there is a new voice.  She says I am beautiful.  She says I carry out exactly what I need to when I need to.  She says I am powerful and capable.  She says I am so much more than enough. . .

Again, I’m not sure why this happened exactly on my 50th birthday.  It does make sense why I have felt anticipation for my birthday’s arrival this past year.  Who wouldn’t want to let go of “not enough”? Maybe my soul programmed me to let go when I turned 50.  Who knows?  I just know I could weep with joy with the freedom I feel as a result.

I know I am moving forward into the best time of my life.  I can’t wait to see where my adventures brings me.

Namaste

Della is a psychic reader and intuitive healer.  You can find out more about her and her services here.

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