I once had a friend tell me that I was addicted to transformation. That was many years ago yet that statement has never left me. What he meant by those words is that I am so often moving on to the next issue that needs healed, processing some emotional angst or reading the next self-help book on the market that I am rarely being in the moment and integrating what I’ve already learned.
I have a stack of books on my table that I want to read yet I can’t seem to crack them open. I am over saturated with tools and techniques that will help me heal my finances, my self-esteem, my diet, etc. To be honest I can’t seem to absorb on more tool, one more affirmation, one more suggestion on how to change my life.
It is becoming clear to me that what my friend said is still true. In keeping myself busy with transforming I never accept that I am already whole and complete. I never get to fully integrate the healing that has already occurred. I haven’t celebrated who I have become because of all the work I am still doing.
My Guidance has been gently slowing me down and encouraging me to keep things simple. What does that mean? Be in the now. As I was washing my dishes this morning I noticed I was holding my breath. When I hold my breath I am either thinking about the past or the future. I am not living in the now.
For me, keeping it simple means to breathe and be in the present moment. That is more than enough. . .
Della is a soul artist, healer and a yogi. You can find out more about her services here.