Discernment means to perceive or recognize a truth by sight or with other senses; knowing.
Faith is a passionate intuition. ~William Wordsworth~
I used to have trouble with the word faith. In the religious sense of the word, it means to have a strong belief in God or in the doctrines of a religion, based on spiritual apprehension rather than proof. Until that is, I realized the word also means complete trust or confidence in someone or something.
We can’t know discernment without faith, faith in ourself that is. How can we know something is true if we can’t trust ourselves to know that it’s true? That is what I am being pulled more and more into, faith in myself. I say pulled into because that is what this feels like. I am gently being pulled deeply into my center. And in my center I find my Truth.
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“Do you trust yourself,” my friend asked? “No” I replied.
This conversation was several weeks ago and I don’t even remember what the context of the conversation was. I do know the question had a profound impact on me.
After that conversation I had to ask myself why? Why didn’t I trust myself? The answer lay with the child within. She didn’t trust the adult to take care of her. Why would she. I had abandoned her. I had ignored her voice. It wasn’t until recently that I had even acknowledged her.
The evidence of my life shows me that I have always been provided for yet the fear of not being so persisted. Fast forward weeks later and I find that the fear I have been living with my whole life has lessened. I still feel fear but I can go within now and know that everything will be all right.
How did She come to trust me? I had to consistently be there for her. Whenever fear would show up I would go within and imagine myself holding her. I had to show her time and time again that I would be there for her no matter what. Now, when something happens in my world I can feel that everything is o.k. It’s a different experience than I’ve had before. I feel safe. I feel loved. I feel supported. She feels heard. I am no longer in conflict with my inner child needs and my outer adult expression. We feel. . . One.
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